Wednesday, 12 November 2014

Dismantled Thoughts

12/11/2014 ; 5.00 pm
Hard to decide whether being amused and overwhelmed by someone's qualities while accepting their flaws is love or a mere appreciation of human nature in general.

15/11/2014 ; 7.23 pm
I came across a post over the internet that said that friendship breakups are worse than relationship breakups.
I can vouch for the fact that they also have rebounds.

19/11/2014 ; 3.00 am
"Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now"
- Bittersweet symphony by The Verve

29/11/2014 4.43 pm
How do you know you're feeling too much when you get that weird heart wrenching sensation? My point is, how do you know it's too much? "Too much" is vague and abstract. So are your feelings. Abstract. Should they matter? If not, should materialistic things matter instead?

4.51 pm
You think you're being drained of emotions and can literally see life leaking out through your eyes right when you have too many why's stuck in your head and you can't control your emotions.

9/12/2014 1.09 am
I thought my days of crying were over.
I thought my scars had healed.
I thought my walls were intact.
And I let you in.
Carefully at first
With a bit of hesitation.
And then easily.
Till it felt like you were a part of me.
I let you be there for me so that I could be there for you completely.
You felt like sanctuary.
You felt like serenity and home.
Little did I know that being so close to you would cut open fresh wounds.

9/02/2015 12.44 am
I don't ever want to get out of this labyrinth
But I can't breathe
I forgot how to, long ago
I don't know how to breathe
And I don't even want to